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2007-2014 dreamsinstatic. All rights reserved. All work displayed here are of my own creation and may not be used in any way shape or form without my direct written consent. My work is deeply personal and my greatest treasure and I will not permit it to be plagiarized, edited or outright stolen from me.

A New Year

Mon Jan 19, 2015, 3:17 PM


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Haven't been around much for the past few months.  Sort of a combination of events culminated in my absence, or at least in my lack of presence for the most part.  Crazy holidays season + emotional experiences + finals in school + needing to recharge the batteries = a lot of sleeping (in between bouts of insomnia.)

You ever write so much that you find yourself not able to write a single word you can appreciate?  It's as if my mind becomes this junk pile and it's just full of poem fragments that I shaved off of other pieces until all I am left with is a bunch of junk that I can't snap together.  That happened to me back in November, so I decided to take a complete break from writing.  I haven't written a thing since the last poem I posted on here and, for the most part, it's been really nice to refresh everything.  I know I've got some new words coming, and I've certainly got a lot going on inside that needs to break out.  Hopefully you'll see the results soon.

I'm lonely.  Severely.  I feel as though the world is a big, dark space and I'm just a dot within it.  This happens, from time to time, where I feel like I'm shrinking into some shadow I cannot define.  I'm going to try to write my way out of it... but I keep waking up in the morning with these fantasies about disappearing.  Just packing up and moving to Seattle or Iowa.  Maybe it sounds crazy, but I'm tired of feeling like I'm a plug that can't find an outlet.  I need something to jolt the system.

Thanks everyone for you comments, well wishes and notes.  I apologize about the lack of response, but like I said, it's been sort of crazy for me.  Hopefully I'll catch up with you all soon.  I could certainly use the company.

Smile Fund

I have to have some pretty extensive dental work done. I have already spent several thousand dollars and am nearly out of dental insurance for the year. I have one last round of appointments which will put me in position to make it through to 2016 without chronic pain or discomfort, but I cannot afford the entire procedure. I have started a gofundme campaign for anyone who is interested in helping out:

Steven's Smile Fund

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dreamsinstatic Featured By Owner Apr 27, 2015
Thank you, same to you :)
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Lexi247 Featured By Owner Apr 26, 2015
Just stopping by to say hello :hug: Have a wonderful day~!
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Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Jan 4, 2015   General Artist
Tag a quality deviant: You’re it! Quality doesn’t mean that you have a lot of followers, or a lot of messages. It means that you’re nice to other people, and you deserve to be happy. If you get this message, someone is telling you that they love you as you are, and they don’t care how much followers you have. Send this to 10 deviants who deserve it. If you break the chain, nothing will happen. But it’s just good to let someone know that you love them! Heart
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Sammur-amat Featured By Owner Dec 31, 2014   General Artist
:iconsnugglyplz: thank you, dearest steven!! :heart:
i pray you have the best and brightest beginning to 2015!
cheers to a world filled with more laughter, friendship, and love! :tighthug:
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:iconemaciatedandepitaphs:
hello good sir, :)
I just saw that you were kind enough to gift me with a premium membership, and I'd like to say it is greatly appreciated!  I assure you I will put it to good use.  So once again, thank you ever-so-much and I wish you a belated Merry Christmas!
:D
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